undo-delete-format

hmmm...it seems like i really really really want to do this three things to my mind right now...
if...i can undo that thing...juz press ctrl+z, it will becomes like before...
if...i can delete that thing...juz press del, it will dissappear goes to recycle bin...
if...i can format my mind...it will becomes new....but it was only if...only if i can...waaa my words becomes terrible also !!!!!!!
i can't clear up my mind  from that thing right now!!!!! waaaaaaa...
it seems like it review-review-review and review again...ahhhh...feel kinda weird...
i hate it...i hate that person...even that person doesn't exist in the real world...hahahah..
is it me that weird or that person???
before this i like it very very very very very much...
after this, i need to think if i want to follow up or juz stop???
waaaaa...i hate that person very much!!!!!
how come? how come it occured??? waaaaa...
i feel very  very very very terrible today....huhhhhhhh!!!

i really really really really dont know what to do...